Professor Da Gama

Gonzaga Da Gama was a great professor. He always strived to instill his critical, yet positive and righteous view of the world into the minds of his students. I would not hesitate to call him a passionate idealist who always chose to advocate for the underdogs despite the odds. That was basically his life's mission from how I understand it. Professor Da Gama illuminated many issues often swept under the rug of society and out of the minds of most college students.

He always rewarded hard workers and would time and time again, sacrifice his personal life to assist students professionally. It is because of him I succeeded in grasping many therapeutic concepts and persevered in college. He aided me when I had to pass my certification exam. Because of him I was introduced to the Dean of San Jose State University. He was a great reference if I ever needed one. He time and time again went out of his way to help me personally and professionally. Not so long ago at the Honors Convocation he greeted me warmly and buttered up my parents for me, making doubts of my Recreation major disappear. I was looking forward to working on research with him in the future but that day will never come. I will miss his witty and intellectual satire that made me chuckle.

You will always be somewhere in my mind, and be with me in spirit, keeping me at ease... no, not that kind of spirit. God Bless You, Professor Da Gama. May you rest in peace. Om Shanti.

Love,
Swapan A. Munshi

Tribute to a Wonderful Mentor

Yesterday was a sad day for the SJSU Recreation Department as word of Gonzaga's passing spread. He will forever be in our memories and in our hearts. He truly touched my life. He was a great mentor for me, but more importantly he was my friend. He provided such a wonderful outlook on life and saw me through some of the most difficult times in my college career. We also shared a lot of great times too! His door was always open and whenever I needed him, he was there. He not only cared about my college career, but he cared about my personal well-being and was the constant reminder that I needed to take life one step at a time and ENJOY the journey. It is my belief that the Rec Dept just won't be the same without him. For those of us who knew him, consider ourselves lucky, for we were fortunate to know such a wonderful person. Thank you Gonzaga- I wouldn't be where I am today without you! Sincerely, Jody Spencer San Jose, CA

The Essence of the Big Guy

Words cannot articulate the amount of respect and admiration I have for Gonzaga. He was my advisor, my mentor, and my friend. Gonzaga and I had a unique bond which cannot be defined. Gonzaga, or “Big Guy” as I called him due to his hierarchy of knowledge over my own, was the most genuine guy you could meet. His character or “essence” was that of a kind, humorous, scholarly, and carefree individual who always went out of his way for his students. His support during my internship was insurmountable and he filled me with confidence as I completed the final requirements toward my graduation. My memories of him will not ebb, they will continue to flow.

Here’s to Chinese food in Clovis.

Here’s to sharing candy from Goa.

Here’s to time spent on auto-ethnographies.

Here’s to your improving opinion of me from lazy undergraduate student to well adjusted graduate student as you so frequently joked.

Here’s to my unofficial thesis defense with you at Monsieur Beans.

Here’s to challenging me, yet supporting me through everything.

While these memories maybe simple, they are the memories I have and the experiences we shared.

Here’s to you….“Big Guy”.

Matthew Milde

San Jose, CA

Mentor and friend

I was a commercial recreation student at San Jose State, graduating in 2007. Although only having a few classes with Gonzaga, I shared my last course at San Jose State with him. During my final semester Gonzaga became a mentor and a friend to me. He assisted with my internship, as well as my development into a professional. Gonzaga was a wonderful professor as well as a one of a kind human being. His hard work and dedication to the field of recreation was amazingly remarkable.

Since my graduation I have had the chance to build a professional relationship with Gonzaga, meeting with him a few times at functions as well as visit his classes and talk about my profession. In May I was lucky enough to spend about an hour with Gonzaga before and after his class. During this time Gonzaga and I spoke about life, and how my career was going. I was lucky to spend this time with Gonzaga and do wish his family and friends the best.

Gonzaga will long be remembered by myself as someone who helped me with my career decisions, as well as a friend. His voice and smile will long be remembered.

Ryan Davies

We will miss you!

I have not had much of a chance to talk to Gonzaga these past several years, but have many fond memories of when we were in the same home group at the Vineyard (Palo Alto). I will miss his infectious smile, and how he sincerely cared for people. I think he personified the art of listening. I regret that I did not get a chance to catch up with him when I saw him briefly at our church recently, only a smile and wave across the rows of chairs. I did not realize until I saw the blog that we share the same birthday! I will smile and remember him on my birthday.

Sandy Kitagawa
San Jose, CA

Considering a Friend

Today I consider how to let go of a good friend ...

I remember the contagious way Gonzaga celebrated people, blessing those around him with a perennially buoyant and purposeful spirit. I am thankful for experiencing his advocacy in prayer - a powerful compassion for people coupled with a loving insistence to our living God. Today, my heart aches as I wish for the time to learn much more from him.

I celebrate his peace and joy at being home with the Lord and oddly am just a little jealous he beat me there. I will miss my friend in this life.

Reflecting on our time together, I would like to see his caring, infectious smile one more time ... and look forward to the day I will.

Jeff Burkebile
San Francisco, CA

Going home

I was thinking about the short journey of life, I shared with Gonz thru the Signs of Hope camp over the yrs.

I remember when were together at Bayshore Ministry, and we laughed about our shared experiences with the kids over the yrs and how he was looking forward to coming back to camp this yr. His smile and laughter will be missed. For Paul & Scotty during this time of bereavement,I am confident God shall take care of You...

Blessings,

Larry Moody

East Palo Alto, CA

In honor of Gonzaga

This is definitely a sad passing. I thought I would honor Gonzaga by writing my memory of him.

My enduring memory of Gonzaga is that of a consistently happy person. And a person happy in his faith as well. He grew in his child-like faith, even as he achieved his intellectual goals (tenured at SJ State with international speaking gigs) - proving to the rest of us that the two can indeed happily co-exist!

Now his "fight" is over. Yet, our "fight" still continues. May we use his life as an inspiration to grow in our faith till the very end!

In Him,

Sandeep Poonen

Milibrae, CA

I lost a friend today

I lost a friend today.

I lost a friend today and it hurts.

And the depth of pain and loss is both a reflection of, and a tribute to, my friend.

Most will write about Gonz's love for others. And this needs to be recorded for few ever made an impact on community as he did. But right now, my loss is more selfish.

For it was Gonz (and I know I will not be the only one to say this) it was Gonz who listened to me. He cared. He was accepting. He reached out time and time again. Even when I avoided … he reached. He loved many and he cared about me. Even more tragic, I don't remember ever telling him of the comfort he gave.

I wish I could tell him how I valued his ear, his voice, and his council. I wish I could see that focus and devotion to God and others once again. And his values and beliefs were that tangible … his body and actions were the physical manifestation of a man committed. Committed to God, committed to others, and committed to me.

The world seems smaller now.

I miss how he use to come home, take off his shoes by the front door, and ask me about my day.

I miss my friend.

Scott Sharp

Sunnyvale, CA

What can I say?

Wow. What can I say? I am so shocked and taken off guard by the news of Gonzi's passing. It is still hard to believe and I keep thinking about how I wish it wasn't true that he is gone.

Many of Gonz's friends and all of his family do not know me at all, but I want to say that I believe I am one of the many people, whose lives Gonz has touched. My brother, Paul, met Gonzi in his first year of college at Berkeley, and brought him down to So. Cal. to meet our family. I thought he was a nice guy when I first met him, but little did I know that he would be in our lives for over 20 years after that. Ever since then, I have felt a warm closeness to Gonz and looked forward to seeing him whenever he would join Paul in a visit down to So. Cal. I really did feel like he was a brother to me, and I told him that many times.

There are a few things that I remember the most about Gonz that I want to share. This is how I saw Gonz: He was joyful, serious, contemplative, empathetic, loving, kind, open-hearted, playful, smart, helpful. He was a good listener and really made me feel like he cared about me. For many years, I have struggled with various difficulties in my own life and each time Gonzi would be down in our area for a short visit, no matter how short, he would take a moment between all my kids running around needing my attention, and whatever event he was here for, to ask me sincerely how I was doing. He would sit and really listen and offer up some sound advice if needed, or encouraging words or hugs, or just a listening ear if he felt that's all I needed. He was very intuitive and insightful, brilliantly wise, very giving of himself from the heart, and he really cared.

Recently, I have been struggling with more trials and difficulty in my own life and Gonz has offered to be a listening ear and asked me to call him if there is ever anything I would like to talk about with someone who cares about me. I regret to say I didn't do it. I have thought about him a lot in this most difficult time of my life and thought about calling him many times over the last 6-8 months, but never just picked up the phone to do it. I sincerely regret that and wish that I would have gone with my gut instincts, knowing that he really meant what he said, and called him to talk. Why didn't I do it? I didn't want to bother him with my problems... only to him it would not have been a bother.

When Gonz was here for a visit over the holidays we didn't get much of a chance to talk like we have in the past. We have had 1-hour, 2-hour, 3-hour long conversations, just sitting in a living room over coffee and I really missed that time. I really wish I would have called him Things just got so busy. I really miss Gonzi and I miss the conversation that we would have had. I am very sad that he is gone, but I know that he is in Heaven, a much better place than here. So, my tears are bitter sweet. Here's to Gonzaga! He was a good man and a great friend to many. A great friend to me and my family. My thoughts and prayers go out to his friends and family who are hurting over this tragedy and loss.

Dorothy Borklund

Brea, CA